all jokes aside,

i'm going to be okay.

i quit my job.
i moved out of my place.
i signed a lease in cedar city.
i'm staying a week in kaysville. to house and dog sit.

i'm an angry little elf. why?
because the internet doesn't love me.
so watching my glorious Michael Westin flicks takes time.
it goes something like this:
pick an episode. let it buffer.
play the buffered part. pause it.
let it buffer again.

i have a pile of laundry as big as Mt. Everest.
and i'm thinking i'll probably donate half of it when it's clean.
besides, it can't all fit in my car anyways.

i'm thinking cedar city will be a summer adventure.
i'll find a job, work my buns off, and then figure it out after that.
but cedar city has golden spoon. and that just might be reason enough to never leave.

life is currently going in a strange little direction.
aka...it doesn't really have a direction.

i'm thinking perhaps going to hair school.
regular school.
work. then a mission.
alaska.

marriage, eventually. while on this topic, i'd like to point out that i am six years old and that for the first time since i was sixteen, they have cooties. not only am i not looking for a relationship with a male, i'm dreading it. everyone else is getting married. i'm setting sails for SingleHappyLoserVille.

the obsessions today:
you know the Reese's cereal? yes, that. plain or with milk. i'll take it either.
showering. as soon as i finish the episode of Burn Notice i find myself waiting for.
clean laundry.
my break-up cactus. it's still alive and kickin'. what is this? jaycie keeping something alive?! yes. i, miss jaycie leishman, have a very much alive cactus. not that it's hard to keep a cactus alive. i water it only perhaps every week or two. i think it's growing. mind you, i spilled all of the dirt in my car. because moving is tough.

speaking of which, anyone with a big truck want to haul my poor buttocks down to cedar sometime in the next month or so? obviously i'm not really on a tight schedule anymore.

p.s. i went through all the movies at the kaysville pad. i found 17 movies from My List of Movies to Watch Soon. perhaps i'll tackle them all. along with the rest of season 3 and all of season 4 of Burn Notice. Though i have absolutely nothing to do, i feel as though it'll be a busy week!