i hate that i don't have enough time to write about everything.
and i love that committing to writing has forced me to do it. i better keep this up! :)
okay...so three things i regret doing or not doing.
my friend just described regret as things you have a choice over, that you could have altered or controlled to a degree...
well in that case, i really don't have any regrets.
of course there are things i don't like. or that i sometimes wish hadn't happened. but then i think about how much those things have taught me or made me grow and i seriously couldn't imagine my life without them.
things i kind of wish i'd done differently:
1. i wish i'd have saved more money. i worked my butt of through high school and all i have to show for it is...nothing. i always have designer jeans and way cute clothes and hair and i have fun...but i'm poor.
along those same lines, i wish i wouldn't have purchased a car a month before leaving for college.
i wish i would have moved to college earlier, found a job, and worked through my freshman year.
i wish i would have taken a year off after high school to work and save up for college. but at the same time, my freshman year was one of the best of my life!
2. i wish i didn't give love so freely where it is not deserved. i've been trampled by a few too many people. though once again, that has really shaped me. and i don't regret that. maybe in the future i'll work on it more!
3. i wish i wasn't so desperately poor that i jump at ANY job. i need to find one that i'll like, that will allow me to be myself.
this blog wasn't that fun. i'm sorry about that...if the one tomorrow sucks, i'll write something else instead! :)
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