so my super cute trainer, Tammie, has added a 7:00 a.m. class on Tuesdays. i HATE 7:00 a.m. but there's something about waking up for a work-out with my Crazy Lady that makes it worth it.
the reasons i love her:
she invites me to lunch and other things. even family stuff, which really touches my heart. it's good to belong.
she reads me well and knows when i just need to dance or talk.
she's married to a great guy, Tom. and they're in mad love. it's kind of inspiring. like my own parents. it's kind of adorable.
(side note: my parents are teenagers. they're always kissing and grabbing butt in front of us kids. i secretly adore it.)
back to the Tamster. i just made that up. because i'm brill. that's short for brilliant.
she's being a Nazarite, and she's always encouraging me to be my best. thus putting her on the Unlikely Best Friend list. it's more than official.
she teaches yoga. and i am quickly following in LOVE with yoga. it's hard. but peaceful. there's just something about it that grounds you. i feel like a very centered person. it's lovely.
i had a little breakdown last night. a good pal reminded me i've made some major life changes in the past month and it's completely normal to be overwhelmed.
cuddled'fell asleep on B. don't worry. clothes were more than present. i was a good girl. helps that he's just a friend. who cuddles me when i'm needing it. which is nice. i don't want anything other than cuddling. and he's content with just that.
p.s. i'm going to write the dreaded letter and send it this week. i'll share that story later this week.
in the meantime, i need sleep for spin/yoga/whatever is on Monday tomorrow morning.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Thursday, April 14, 2011
the thing about sisters....
sisters are like
ladybugs...
they are
little ladies
who like to
bug
each other!
i just can't wrap my head around it...
i live in cache valley again!!!!
AHHHH! :) :) :) :)
Master To-Do List:
Old Grist Mill soup.
Cold Stone.
Pita Pit.
Crazy Tammie.
Spin/Yoga/Dance/Plyo. yes, Yes, YES!
James. Rawr! I mean, Meow? Ouch Charlie, that really hurt! Boy, I will CUT you!
Movies with Brandon.
Dinner dates with Amos and Kat. Stalkers, unite!
DIY projects.
Lunch with the Brothers.
Babysitting Dawson, Kali, Izak, and Melia.
Movies with Jordan.
Pizza nights with Mama Leishous.
Mowing the cabin.
Ice Cream from Macey's.
this is surely the life...
to Maggie,
you know, i don't even know where to start with this blog.
i know you've been struggling, and things haven't been going your way.
you don't feel the Savior's love. and you're feeling a little direction-less.
to put it bluntly, you go through this cycle way too often for your own good.
you go to church, you get happy. once you're happy, you look for love, and then you're destroyed.
i HATE to see you go through it, this pattern that never ends.
i think in order for you to be happy, you need to want it. and you need to be willing to work for it.
the most fulfilling things in life are never the easy things.
you need to turn to God. you need to pour your heart out. as much as you want me to, i can't do it for you.
yes, He's probably disappointed in your choices. but He still loves you. and it's killing Him that you're not talking to Him.
no one, not me, not God, not Brother Stauffer, NO ONE can make you have a relationship with God.
He's knocking....you just need to answer that door.
(p.s. Stauff told me to tell you to go see him. and when you go, tell me. i wanna see you. asap.)
Just so you know, you're beautiful, inside and out.
You don't need a man to make you complete. You're perfect the way you are.
Maybe you should take a break from all men for awhile.
Rediscover who Maggie is and what Maggie needs and wants.
I know "Love" is at the top of that list, but just because it's at the top doesn't mean it needs to be in the 1. spot of your to-do list.
and just in case you didn't know it yet, i'm back in Logan.
so you better be calling me to play soon.
i know you've been struggling, and things haven't been going your way.
you don't feel the Savior's love. and you're feeling a little direction-less.
to put it bluntly, you go through this cycle way too often for your own good.
you go to church, you get happy. once you're happy, you look for love, and then you're destroyed.
i HATE to see you go through it, this pattern that never ends.
i think in order for you to be happy, you need to want it. and you need to be willing to work for it.
the most fulfilling things in life are never the easy things.
you need to turn to God. you need to pour your heart out. as much as you want me to, i can't do it for you.
yes, He's probably disappointed in your choices. but He still loves you. and it's killing Him that you're not talking to Him.
no one, not me, not God, not Brother Stauffer, NO ONE can make you have a relationship with God.
He's knocking....you just need to answer that door.
(p.s. Stauff told me to tell you to go see him. and when you go, tell me. i wanna see you. asap.)
Just so you know, you're beautiful, inside and out.
You don't need a man to make you complete. You're perfect the way you are.
Maybe you should take a break from all men for awhile.
Rediscover who Maggie is and what Maggie needs and wants.
I know "Love" is at the top of that list, but just because it's at the top doesn't mean it needs to be in the 1. spot of your to-do list.
and just in case you didn't know it yet, i'm back in Logan.
so you better be calling me to play soon.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
eleven hours between wellsville, cedar city, and then back.
theme song to the road trip today.
taco bell. starbucks. arby's.
popcorn.
buzz lightyear key.
jordanelle. i super love her.
now, the room project starts soon.
there will be pictures.
it will be brill. that's short for brilliant. in case you wondered.
taco bell. starbucks. arby's.
popcorn.
buzz lightyear key.
jordanelle. i super love her.
now, the room project starts soon.
there will be pictures.
it will be brill. that's short for brilliant. in case you wondered.
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